Wednesday, October 3, 2012

who am I

i am a country girl at heart...
i am a mother...
i am passionate about so many things...
i am a wife...
i am a daughter..
i am a granddaughter....
i am a sister.....
i am a best friend.....
i am a believer....
i am a dreamer...
i am a tatoo lover...
i am a creator...
i am a home keeper...
i am a big thinker....
i am a mess....
i am an emotional wreck....
i am happy....
i am shy....
i am loud....

i believe in the love of two souls can overcome almost anything
i believe GOD keeps us going day to day, he gives us the strength
i believe in the good of people, almost too much to see their ugliness
i believe the love of a child is the most unconditional, irrational, chaotic, soothing love there is
i believe dreams can come true sometimes
i believe you can do anything if you pray, hope and have enough faith
i believe the ocean is the best thinking place
i believe people are put in your life to teach you a lesson, i wanna keep learning
i believe i think far too much and forget to enjoy life

i love tatoos on my body, it's my expression of ME
i love cuddling with my babies
i love cuddling with my <3 p="p">i love playin in the mudd with great friends
i love a good country song that brings new meaning to your life
i love a good song that brings tears to your eyes because you've lived it
i love a good wedding
i love creating things
i love to watch my babies sleep or do anything at all
i love the feeling of a good kiss and a hug from my hubby
i love to bake / cook
i love the crisp clean air of fall / winter, like a time to start over
i love a good hot summer day in the water & sun
i love a good bargain and the rush it gives
i love making people laugh

i fear losing my babies before its time, time in which we don't even know anything about
i fear losing love
i fear not being liked
i fear not being able to do for myself
i fear not pleasing someone
i fear no one cares
i fear being the butt of a bad joke (bullying)
i fear not growing old with my loves
i fear AMERICA not being a free world for my children or their children
i fear GOD will take me too early, before i have lived my fullest life
i fear losing my close family, the ones that are there no matter what, whenever (friends included)
i fear i won't live my dreams

i am me